Friday, May 27, 2011

"..its friday, friday..fun fun fun!"

Why yes, it is indeed friday! How can it be friday already?! This past week here went by so fast. Today was our last day here in Romania and our free day.  It was delightful! We walked through a village museum with different house types of various regions of the country throughout the centuries. We all got a tiny glimpse of living styles and conditions over time. The most interesting house type I saw were the ones underground.
After walking through the villages, we ate at the Rard Rock Cafe (delish) and went to this giant park afterwards. The park had a lake, boats, skate park, playgrounds, and walking trails. It was a nice relaxing day after this week working with all the kids. This week has been incredible. My highlights: going to the abandoned baby hospital and cancer hospital. At the abandoned baby hospital  I got to hold  many babies and got to take a few outside. One of the little girls had never been outside before to play and it was so exciting to see her face touching the grass and seeing her surroundings! At the cancer hospital my favorite moment happened when I was playing with a little boy and in the middle of our game he ran over, gave me a HUGE hug and pulled me down to give me a kiss of the cheek. It melted my heart. There are so many memories over this trip that I will cherish for a lifetime!

-Susanna Lacy

Tiny Elevators

Whew! What I day.. What a week! I've just completed the last day on the "mission" field during my stay in Romania. I've spent the majority of my week in the Maternity House basically mothering babies and cooing and crawling and dancing and tickling and cleaning and play play playing. For all you mothers out there.. you know what kind of energy this entails.. Although our experience has not been quite what we expected out of tasks and has been exhausting in every way possible, it still has been a rewarding experience. It was definitely planned by a greater hand that we would be coming during this time..The mother's and staff members have been participating in a conference to learn parenting skills as well as skills on self improvement which means that all hads we needed to keep the fort down. Basically we've had plenty of time to get to know these babies. But spending so much time at this house we've also developed compassion for these mothers and their future. We've heard so many stories about how they ended up in this home and what kinds of lives they lived before; whether it be from a domestic violence home or simply becasue of their gypsy family. In Romania, if you are a gypsy, you're basically another species. Saying goodbye to the mothers and babies today was a bitter sweet moment. Although it hasn't been that long, it feels as if we've known these babies for months and have basically lived in this house as long. The mothers teared up said that we were angels sent to them from heaven to stay and love on them and their babies. I am however excited for the moms and their future,

Today was a different day than the rest i've spent during my stay. Instead of going to the Maternity home, this morning I went to a hosptial and spent time with the chldren who are cancer patients. We were greeted at the door with surprising smiles and hugs. They were so excited to see us! Most of these children have been in the hospital for weeks, were sick from medication, or were loosing their hair yet they were so cheerful and fun to be around. We came prepared with games and crafts but the mostly just wanted to talk or make pipe cleaner glasses. I left the hospital covered in stickers and marker and a big heart.

After lunch the time FINALLY came to go to the abandoned babies home. Most of what you see of Romanian cities is left from communisim times and so everything looks uniform, (all building, appartments, streets) dull and unactractive, and was thrown up fast. It's amazing being here and actually being able to see histrory laid our in front of you. I say all this to discribe to you the designs of the hospitals are exactly what you would see in old movies or imagine in a communism time period.. long white halls, no colors or signs of life.. kinda creepy looking. This abandoned babies ward was basically just this. We climbed up several flights of stairs over sleeping street dogs to a floor where we found the helpless victems. We spent the rest of the afternoon holding, feeding, playing, and praying over these poor poor babies. They were exactly what I imagined them being. Helpless. The magority of the babies that are abandoned are gypsy. This unfortunately means that although they may have some compassion for a baby, most nurses even refuse to show much interest in the babies. They literally yank them around, carry them like a dog basically, prop a bottle up to them at feeding time with undesolved baby formula, and lthen look at you like you're crazy for even being there. I changed some of the most terrible diapers today in which I found some of the most sickening things. The parents decide that they just don't want them and drop them off or they don't see how they can afford to raise a baby right now so they dump them at the orphanage untill they are old enouph to somewhat fend for themselves and take them back to live on the streets and lose all chances for a good life. Their are no abjections to this in Romania. Most of the children who go to the orphanage will never be adopted and will wind up going to the streets regaurdless. The best thing to do is to pray and love on them as much as possible while we can as well as support those who are actually working hands on with the issue.

They inhumanity that I have seen and only heard of has been more than anyone can bare. Only by God's grace can anyone hav ethe ability to confront these issues in the face and not be discouraged by the negative world this country is stuck. It's people like Sara the Saint who has become a new hero of mine. Sara is a 23 year old who graduated with her masters in North Carolina while she was still in the states. She now perminately stays in Romania by herself where she works with the abandoned baby ward as well as Touched Romania (the organization I've been working with). She has fallen inlove with these babies (whom she claims them all as her own) and only visits home once a year. All the money that would normally be spent by her parents for plane tickets she asks to be sent to her to go towards the babies or baby food, which the hospital doesn't pay for, or for other necessities, such as new baby cribs that are not lines in chicken wire and so low for them to fall our.When she's not spending all of her time with babies at work she's at home raising twins toddlers which she took on herself to spare from going to a handicap orphanage when clearly they are not handicap. They are two beautiful, healthy, playful, and fully functional gypsy babies. Sara is living a missionaries life because she loves the lord and she loves these babies.

For my first mission trip to Europe, I have definitely had my eyes opened and awakened to a whole new world

Thursday, May 26, 2011

No words....

Shock. Emotionally numb. dumbstruck. those words cant even begin to describe how i feel at the moment. 
Today, i had the chance to work at the children's cancer hospital and at the abandoned baby hospital. Unfortunately, because of rules and regulations, we weren't able to take pictures, which broke my heart. 

The day started off at the cancer hospital. Two other girls and i went to a kids play room and did arts and crafts with the kids. I ended up "hanging out" with the older girls, they were between 8 and 15. 2 (Alex and the other girls name i don't know how to spell) of the girls spoke Spanish and began an instant interview about how i learned, where i was from and all sorts of things. Out of the group of about 4 or 5 (Alex, Georgina, Elena and the girls who's name i can't spell were the four who stayed pretty constant in the group) girls that would come and go, one of them was unable to walk. Her name was Elena. I didn't even notice at first because she was sitting down. She LOVED to ask me questions and didn't know much Spanish, so she asked the Alex to translate everything for us. She had the biggest heart i have ever met. She and one of the Spanish speakers wanted to play "Mexican games" with me. It was interesting having to adapt some games to make sure to include her, but it didn't even phase me after about 5 minutes. She and Alex wanted me to braid their hair and Elena made sure to constantly, along with the questions, hug me and give me endless kisses. 

Today, Elena taught me more about joy and happiness than i could have ever learned on my own. To see her smile about just having commonalities with Lili, the Spanish speaking American and to see that we could talk and things were normal when she knew they werent. She and Georgina taught me to speak Romanian (some words, like green {verde} are the exact same in Romanian!) and they were the two girls who were more visibly affected by the cancer. Yet the constant smiles and laughter they had whenever we talked made me question my own selfishness. It made me question my reasons for being upset at life and at different situations. On our way out Georgina hugged me goodbye and called me her friend in Romanian. She told me that she'd always remember me and Elena didn't want me to leave without getting my email to stay in contact with her. These two girls have forever changed my heart. I thank God for the opportunity to have met them, i can honestly say that they gave me more in the 2 short hours we had, then i could have ever given them.
In the afternoon at the abandoned baby hospital, it was surreal to be there. Most of the babies are gypsy babies and treated badly because gypsies are thought of so badly here in Romania. At the present moment, i have no words to explain or describe what i saw or how i feel about the time i spent there. All i can say is that i wanted to take those babies with me and put them on an airplane to take back home. 

God has seriously opened my eyes on this trip. 

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Time flys when your having fun..

It seems hard to believe that today is Wed night. Tomorrow i'll get the chance to finally go to the cancer hospital and also work in the abandoned baby hospital. I'm exicted and also very nervous. I'm ready to pray and bless these children but i'm nervous because i know its going to be an emotional day. Other girls have had the chance to take them once at a time, not back to back. But God has a reason for it, and i'm willing and ready to give of my all for His glory.
It's just sad that tomorrow will be the last day at the maternal center and actually ministering through the Casa Agar. This time has been life changing in so many ways! 
I'll be home soon, but i will be taking Romania in my heart.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

abandoned baby hospital


The first half of the group visited the abandoned babies this afternoon. It was an amazing and devastating experience. We held the babies, helped feed them, change them, pray for them, and take some of the toddlers to the park. Pray for the health and future of these babies and also pray for Romania's government to open up adoption. Even Romanians can't adopt these children.
God has a plan and it is going to be amazing and powerful!
Today i had the opportunity to meet and spend the day with one of the girls (Istera) and their mother. The mother, Daniela, speaks only Romanian and a little Spanish. so this time, after yesterdays event, i was able to communicate a little better, thanks to Jesus!
Being able to hear her story, of what she's been through and seeing the love she has for her daughter and for God was so uplifting! it was inspiring to hear her speak of how much she loves God and spend time with her.
can't wait to see what more amazing things comes this week!

Monday, May 23, 2011

You're the God of this city!

Our time in Europe so far has absolutely FLOWN by! We have been here over a week now, but it seems like we just arrived in Paris! So much has happened since then...God has blesssed us more than we could have ever imagined!
This morning we were driving to Casa Agar (Hagar House -- the central location of the Touched Romania ministry. 5 women and their children live there right now. The TR offices are also located nearby.) and the song God of this City by Chris Tomlin came on. It came on just as we were driving through the city of Bucharest, and that song has never been more powerful to me. I have listened to it hundreds of times before, but never really felt how true those words were. Here are the lyrics for the first few lines:

You're the God of this city
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You Are

You're the light in this darkness
You're the hope to the hopeless
You're the peace to the restless
You are


As we drive through this city in one of the poorest countries in Eastern Europe, it's easy to feel hopeless and pity for the people of this place. But our God is THE God of this city! He is hope to the hopeless! Peace to the restless! And we have this tremendous opportunity to shine His light into this dark place! That song has an entirely new meaning for me. Wow.

Please keep praying for us as we continue our time here! Please also pray for the ladies at Casa Agar, as well as the Berlin Team!!

Rachel P

CULTURE SHOCK!

So over the course of the last 24 hours, some amazing things have happened.One of them being that today was the first official day working at Casa Agar! the day started out, what i'd thought would be simple. Everyone (out of the 10 girls on the trip) were divided into different teams for different assignments. I had the privilege of being able to service Casa Agar by cleaning the office space. It was amazing to see how well everything runs! They seriously have the hand of God over them and its breath taking and humbling to be able to be a part of it.
We all came back together for lunch, which we shared with the mothers and children at the center. It felt like a big family sitting down. Its amazing to see how even though we have a slight cultural barrier, when it came to food and company, we're all the same! haha :)
after lunch i had the chance to go to a transitional apartment home. This is where mothers who leave Casa Agar are able to have an extended opportunity to save up and help in their transition from the shelter to the real world. I had the opportunity of playing with the children that lived at the apartment. The mother, son and twin girls all went to the par with some of the girls on the trip.
I have to say i experienced my first ever cultural shock. while helping out the twin girls i had the chance to experience what other cultures feel like. I always thought i had it easy. i know English and i know Spanish. i'm pretty much set in North America, not out of my comfort zone at all, but wanting to ask help from the Romanians and realizing i had no way of communicating with them was one of the worst and most eye opening experiences in my life!! There was nothing bad that happened (for those of you who are wondering).
What happened was that i was asked to take the twins to the water fountain. there was a little accident were one of the girls was startled and the fell backwards. there was mud behind here and her little flip flops were stuck in the mud! i felt so horrible because in trying to figure the water fountain out (not your typical American kind and there was a nob, i didn't know how to twist) a HUGE crowd surrounded me, trying to get water and obviously entertained by the girl who has a Romanian name and slightly looks like one too!
Lets just say today my eyes were really open in a new way. i thought there wouldn't be much for me to get outta my comfort zone. I'm pretty flexible for many things and it really helps that Romania reminds me a lot of Mexico, so i've had a pretty good transitioning. i guess not! But i'm excited and waiting to see what other ways and things Jesus is going to use to get me out of my comfort zone and open my eyes.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Buna!

Just completed my first full day in Romania.. I gotta say.. it's different. This place is not like anywhere or thing i've ever seen.. and trust me.. i've seen a lot of crazy stuff in the last week. Everywhere you go in Bucharest there is buildings and houses stacked upon more grafitti covered buildings.. Trash is everywhere. Naked babies everywhere. Gypsies and lost people are everywhere. It's heart breaking to compare where I've been to where I am now. I have to say, when I walked up the four flights of stairs above the local post office in the middle town I was not expecting to be surrounded by so many Romanian believers and the presence of the Holy Spirit. He IS and he WILL move the nations.

We spent the rest of the afternoon getting accuanted with the Hagar House for women who have been given a second chance to learn how to raise a child as well as get their life together. It's great how this home works to take interest in these young mother's lives and become their second family. They make sure they are equipped to find a job and keep in touch with them even after they leave the home.

We ended the evening with an amazing testimony/prayer meeting with the girls of the Romanian team. It's been such a blessing being able to bond with each of these girls. I know many anxieties have been put to rest as to not coming together as a team. The reason behind this is that we are all hear for the purpose of obeying our call to be Ambassedors for Christ. God has blessed us with great visions for a hopeful future for eachother and the mission we have set out for as well as encouragment for our sisters. His finger prints have been the path for our journies all the time.

I wish you all sweet dreams where ever you might be tonight.
<3 Bay

FINALLY!!

Today is our first official day in Romania! No hectic, crazy flight stories this time! Thank you Jesus! Although our missionary hosts have made it a point to scare us. Not in a bad way, just in a stereo-typical Europeans drive too fast and don't have/follow traffic rules.
We had the opportunity to go to an international service. It is AMAZING, refreshing and uplifting to know that we all worship the same living God, but to be able to see people worship, half way around the world, in a different language and be able to experience the spirit move in the mist of the service, it was so unexplaniable! I know what its like to worship in Spanish and in Mexico, but that never felt different, it was normal to me. But here, it was eye opening.
We are leaving in a bit to go to the maternity home where we will be working all week. Keep this week in your prayers! i'm so pumped, as i'm sure the other girls are too!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Romania at last!

Lots of excitement buzzing from the Romania team as we boarded our flights from Belgium to Romania! Our tickets said our flight was around 6 hours, but we soon all found out it was only around 2.5 hours and that sounded a lot better. Our car rides were very fun on the way to where we are staying- lets just say that one of the drivers was wearing a helmet and the 2 cars were racing. It was a fun ride for sure! The house is incredible and I am excited to sleep in our amazing beds = )
Tomorrow is church and orientation- its going to be a great week!!

- Susanna Lacy

Mission: Romania!

Our stay in Belgium is finally coming to a close. We have spent four amazing days here touring, experiencing this new, interesting country, and worshiping our Lord. We love it here, but we are ready to begin our mission in Romania. We have been abundantly blessed through many twists and unexpected turns so we are excited to see what else God has in store for us. We have been praying for the children, the young mothers in the crisis pregnancy home, and the patients in the cancer ward and hospital. We are also praying for the entire country of Romania.
Lord, we ask that you shed light on this country, fill their hearts with your love and compassion for each other. Use us as your tools, Lord. We give you everything. Allow us to be a perfect image of you, God, in order to reach the people and show them Your true love for them. We love you. We thank you for bringing us here.

Thank you, friends and family, for your support and prayers! We love and miss you all!

God Bless CTS!!

Wow! What an amazing few days it has been! We have traveled across the deep blue and made it to the other side of the world! We've had so many opportunities to experience many cultures, languages, foods, and just aspects of life. For all the moms who are reading, no worries are necessary. Everywhere we have gone we have been met with amazing hospitality and kindness. I'de like to take a few lines to express our thanks for those at CTS. Continental Theological Seminary was once a castle, housed German soldiers during wars, and was even a meeting place for Turks at one time. There is no telling what else this special place was for many generations of people. The students here come form all over the world and all have on thing in common, There love for Christ Jesus our Saviour. Thanks to all CTS students for your generous hospitality and help for preparation for our ultimate mission.

God's Amazing Plan

Hello from Brussels!

We are having an absolutely amazing time here already! We have already been blessed by some wonderful testimonies and chapel services. It has been a really eye opening experience for me because I have never been on a missions trip and I wasn't sure what to expect about being in another country. I have met so many awesome people of God and can't wait for the missions work in Romania. (Which we are leaving for in just a little bit!) Also I can't wait to see what God has in store for me and our awesome team. God Bless and keep your prayers coming! They are wonderful!

Love,
Rachel B

God's Plan vs. Our Plan

Hello everyone!
We are all having an amazing time so far in Europe! God has definitely been moving in miraculous ways. He has made a personal theme for me throughout our time here thus far. I am learning how much I have to trust in Him and fall into His arms - letting go of MY plans and making room for HIS plans. My church back home has been learning about the Holy Spirit and how He works in our lives, and as Richard spoke also about the Holy Spirit, there were some definite overlaps. This simple event was, to me, an evidence of how God is weaving together our lives so that a million little events can form a beautiful, God-planned life - just like the details of the Cathedrals in Brussels and the tapestries in the castle we visited! There are many other instances in which God has opened my eyes to little parts of His plan, and I hope to continue to learn to trust in Him and maybe have a few more glimpses of His perfect plan for my life!

April :)